14.9.12

IMPATIENCE

With utmost patienceI have waited for the approvals of the Infinite and appreciative feelings of a gratified heart. But 'til when shall I be lying down in my bedwith a wish that I may be awaken, finally, in your embrace?

Rarely had my faith got twisted to the groundand beseeching the almighty for what feels to be a random shower of tearswhen you try to (unknowingly or unintentionally) distant yourself miles away from where my final breath is being shackled by your veins.

What`s ahead may seem blurry hopes for ever finding some cluesso to hold firmly on whatever ultimate dream I`m hitching on. Then you may slap the truth off my sanity 'til my face goes wretched, as you pleased. Oh Drab—yeah! I`m quite annoyed and I honestly don`t know why. Am I losing you? You have the answers... maybe...  Am I?
Anyhow... I won`t lose you.